lets get personal

Usually I hate it when people talk about their personal lives and deep feelings on their blogs or tumblrs. I don't mean as much when they talk about themselves, because obviously that's the point of blogging. I just hate it when people will pour out their heart and souls. It's just sort of a pet peeve of mine. I mean if its really your deepest darkest secret, then why are you posting it on your tumblr on which 2,000 people are following you, with at least 1000 of those people who actually know you personally? Well I'm breaking that rule I have in this post. I think it's going to be my first post that's actually more personal, and not just my random ramblings.

These are ten things I would like to say to certain people. Yes, specific people, but not necessariliy ten different people. Some of the things are to the same person. And some of them I would say to two or three people. Most of these are directed towards my friends, but if you're reading it, don't assume everything is about you and get insulted. And on the same token, don't assume none of these are about you. Because I'll bet at least one is. Also, I tagged this top ten, because its my top ten things to say to people, and also I think these are pretty common things people think but would never say. So here we go.

1. I hate that you take me for granted. Maybe, just maybe, I won't always be here.

2. You're right. I don't understand. But maybe if you explained, I could try.

3. I watch you screw up your life and it breaks my heart.

4. Sometimes I feel like I'm walking on egg shells with you. I'm afraid of standing up, because something might break. So I don't stand. I just take it.

5. We give each other that same fake smile every day, and I miss it when things were real. Then I remember that they never were.

6. This may sound cliche, but the world does not revolve around you. No really. It doesn't.

7. You've hurt me so much and you don't even know it.

8. Let's go crazy. Please oh please oh please.

9. Can you just listen to yourself just for once? Because I don't think you'd like what you hear.

10. I'm going to miss you so much. I can already feel it starting to hurt.